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Well, a new year has rounded the corner, and I'm sad to say that not much has changed.
Clueless on my future? Check
Unsure about life? Check
Questioning everything I've believed in? Double check
Maybe it is naïve, but I keep imagining that after each year things will be different. After a while, one beings to wonder how often situations can replicate themselves. I feel as if my life is stuck on repeat.
And lately, I've begun to question some of the things I have trusted in my whole life. A good example of this would be Love. As Moulin Rouge so eloquently stated, "The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return". Love has always been my biggest passion in life. I had always believed that Love was the greatest and most important thing in the world, but as of several days ago, I became quite unsure of this...
A friend had told me the other day, "Your feelings are going to get your into a lot of trouble one day". I have always worn my heart on my sleeve--giving Love without thinking twice in hopes that one day it would be reciprocated. The hard part is telling which of those reciprocations is genuine... After this last one was an obvious failure, I really started to question Love's existence.
I may feel it within myself, but where is it in everyone else? Is it just me that actually feels anymore?
I'd really like to believe the answer to that last question is no. I'm still trying to convince myself.
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